Probably a bit of melancholy and a hint of resignedness might describe it best, whereby I maintain only the faint hope for a happy future, and decide to play out life as more of primary concern. See what happens along the way, yada, yada that sort of thing :) I've been blessed with good friends and a life that allows me to be as busy/social as I've got time, the silver lining in the clouds... I guess...
Finally finished watching The Girl Next Door, a romantic comedy involving a girl that has a background in porn - no, not as bad as it sounds, it really is mostly a romantic comedy :)
Funnily enough, the thing that I took away most from the movie, is that freedom in which the two of them could be together, the freedom in which they could experience each other's care for one another - without worry for how stupid they might appear, and integrated into and apart of each other's lives. Not sure how realistic it is to aspire to, but it's something that looks like awesome fun... and maybe how a relationship should be orientated?
From the inside out, the heart to the outside, rather than the outside in, where circumstances dictate feelings.
I dunno... I guess... I want my next relationship, to be an awesomely fun one, to put it shortly... well... if there IS a next :S
4 comments:
Natey, baby, WASSUP!? Hahaha...you don't even know who this is, do you? Well, let me just say that this Sunday night at Clayton is gonna clear all your girl-blues right up! Now you know its me, Mikey. Right? Ok, Ok...it's true that I can't promise that Clayton will do anything...well, I can. But it might turn out to be a lie. But hell...oh, you're probably wondering where I got the url for your blog here? We have a mutual friend in Nikki. Yes, that hyper one. Anyways, when you get a moment check me out
spaces.msn.com/members/freakatronic
Laters!
wahahaha...yea n8 "when u get a moment, check mikee out" last time i checked he was still single! wahahahahahaha
i mean, who needs girl-blues when u got mikeee???? wahahahahahahahaha
ohh gosh. thats funny. i nearly split my sides there. dont worry, im still alive. dont fret!!
rok on!!
Hahaha, I just did! Mikey, your site rox!! We'd better be still going! I just managed to get Karen to cover me for P&W @ ACF, so it should be fun :D
Damm you Nikki, you just take a joke too far sometimes...
Post a Comment