Wednesday, June 28, 2006

you notice the door is shut... with a "be right back" sign, swinging from the doorknob...

... after being reminded of blogspace recently, I figured I should leave some sort of note explaining something...

Haven't blogged for ages, and I'm actually fantastically happy that I haven't been :D Life after exams have been extremely fun - have been getting into all sorts of strife and trouble, but in a mischievious, fun, fun way... well... fun now... will probably come back and bite in the proverbial buttocks, but eh... fun, fun :P

My last post was a bit painful, but in brief, am in a great place now, thanks though, those who have been concerned and for those praying for me :)

Life for me is so busy and fun, that I haven't the time to blog about it, which is great - will probably start dropping more notes here when life starts to slow down... it will eventually... right... I mean... it has to... I'll need to sleep sometime...

Friday, June 09, 2006

Blogging to clear the head... and leave a trail of crumbs..

Intermission from the last post...

I blog for numerous reasons, but primarily it serves as an avenue to release some of the "explosive diarrhoea" that congests my head, and heart... as well as to mark out my journey, so I can see where I've come from...

So here's a bit of a whinge about pain and heartbreak... I HATE being vulnerable :( Recently things have been great, I thought, hey... I'm getting over the breakup hump... and I think I still am... but there are little things, thoughts that come in and just derail that sometimes... there's still so much stuff inside that I've just been working so hard to hold up... so that life continues, study, work, friends... just keep swimming... been intense times of sadness... of wanting to cry... but not being able to...

Random thoughts... incoherence... yep... looks like a post that fits on my blog... back to study...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

And finally, onto Sunday...

... this one was always going to take a bit of time to compose...

Sunday morning I actually work up earlish and made it down to Life Expedition... I was quite proud of that, until Tim decided to go overboard... and I found myself lamenting getting there @ 10:30am and still being in the seat @ 12:45pm... but, along with the Flinders Street bumpage last night, was really good to connect with the streeties that go there... grabbed takeaway lunch and headed home to hit the books...

Hit the books until 7, when I thought I'd make my way down to the Sunday dinners in Credo... was getting ready to head down when tremendous noises occurred... lotta banging...

I got down there to a shaken Ali - he'd been in the middle of a violent episode involving two huge drunk guys... who had literally thrown chairs at people, raised them to whack others, thrown bowls with such force as to break on impact... the police were called and took the one guy that had done all these things away...

Dinner went on... had a bowl of stuff and was talking to 'nomes when I heard a streetie discretely telling someone that the other guy was back... and so I inconspicuously headed out into the laneway to see what was up.

He was there, with another guy, drinking a bottle of Port and just being drunk... Ray was there talking with the other guy... and so I sat down with them, to make sure things were ok... started talking to them... well, as much as you can communicate with wasted people... and we sat there for the hour or so... was bloody freezing...

Eventually he falls asleep, and Christop has joined us by then... we start talking about what to do about getting them home... when Ray came out, nudged me and said as discretely as she could that we need to get them out NOW... cuz the Sunday night volunteers had called the cops again... I had but a moment to process that information when I looked up, and blinked hard... two cops walking were bearing down on us... I was like... frikking heck, this is bad...

To be continued...

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Saturday's transgressions...

Woke up shamelessly late, and met up with Wes & Sas, Gids & Sue (yup, I was the fifth wheel) for Wes's birthday dinner (@ Crown), and I found the night really enjoyable... which yes... surprised me :) I think it's a sign that I'm finally getting over the hill of the last month...

I thought I'd try and style my hair after months of not bothering, so I went to the shops to get some stuff... given my orientation, I thought this product would be quite apt for me (look at the redish square highlight on the right of the image)...



Which resulted in...



Dunno readers... did I "create the ultimate Manga look"? :P

After the dinner, and a stop @ the Flinders Station steps, I met up with Mari (the tiniest Japanese girl that's 30!!) for a Kirin @ Robot Sushi, and then walked her home... wasn't a bad way to end the night, really...

Friday was a long one...

... cleaned laneway in the morn, cooked what was apparently a bonza carbonara with resie Christop for Credo, tidied up my essay (added appendices, references, conclusion and formatting), handed it in, had a nap and then went to Swanston St Church of Christ for the CRASH event that Mark Pierson was scheduled to speak @, in place of Tim Costello...

Was a bit bizar, as the event (we found out that night) was more a talent show that had the theme of homelessness, rather than any real street initiative... Mark gave a great message though, humble but challenging us to do more than just be aware of the complex issue, otherwise we perpectuate stereotypes, and just exploit the image for the goal of winning prizes...

It is FINISHED... well, sorta...

Time to catch up on copious amounts of blogging...!!

After kicking butt (I hope) on a 10% test last Tuesday and handing in 4500+ words of essay on Friday arvo I've concluded my semester 1 assignments!! Woo hoo... what an ordeal... but onto exams now... bleh...