I always espouse the beauty of tragedy... of season changes... to those who happen into unfortunate conversation with me :)
About the fact that the realisation of the finite nature of things, like the shortness of good weather... of a special day... or a special period in life... special friends and of special relationships... of life... lends a tinge of especially significant beauty to each
A sequence of events today gave me a bit of a heart check - and whilst I know I might be analysing things maybe a bit too much, the place it led me to is one I want to be at
The possibility of new relationship had been something growing for awhile now, and today I was hit with some very real signs that it might not be
Momentary sadness, but almost immediate, overwhelming peace with where I am, and who I am in my God came to me... and I was content :)
Who knows how things will turn out, I'm not even bold enough to predict that I'll be around to see the next day, but I love being in a place where I can reaffirm the primary orientation of my heart as my Father, and that even in light of expected loss, I can still be joyful in the life He gives me
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you caved! you got the beta version. granted, it's better. anyway...i've been in your situation, knowing that the person that you like will never reciprocate what you feel. been there a few times but life still goes on. if you ever need someone to vent at, i'm your um, person. i get vented at a lot so it's fine with me.
heheh.. decided to stop whinging and actually check out blogs beyond the first page..
Love this entry~!~! Hope you won't mind if I quote some bits.. Kinda applicable in my life right now..
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