Day 4

At least the start of it :)

I’m beginning to wonder if blogging in the morning would be a far better way to do it; when I’m not exhausted, when I’ve the hope of a new day ahead of me and the energy to embrace it, with a healthy dose of familiar Hillsong playing in the background (the Dutch people had it playing!!)

I’m still incredibly wary of what the next fortnight will hold, but as I sit here at the computer typing this entry, I look out at the sunny day, listen to the song “Majesty” blaring through the computer speakers (at a healthily not loud volume!!), I can’t help but feel my soul being restored

I’ve somehow gotten my phone battery to charge, chucked a load of washing into a semi-working washing machine (you have to half fill it manually by bucket, and I’ve been told that a lot of the time your clothes come out worse than they went in), and the shock of having to move everything again tomorrow is settling in a little bit

I’m desperately hoping to find a regular, sustainable rhythm soon (if I was only going to be unpredictable for 2 weeks, I could do that easily, because the end’s never that far away, but for 2+ months?! I don’t think so… at the very least, it’d be nice to be predictably unpredictable???) but if I don’t, I’ll try not to cry :P

The people I hold close to me believe in me, and I believe in my God does too, and that’s the only things I’ll need to cling too. At the end of the day, what more do I need, really?

Again, keeping my prayer to be open to all that God has to teach me through this experience, and to help me be as much of a help I can to the ministry here

Hope you’re all doing well back at home, and living just as much on the edge in your own lives :)… Time to see if my laundry’s been stolen…